What CPS Has Done To Our Family
Please forgive me for posting this. . .
Our family; like all of yours has gone through hell throughout our case.
Lies, deceit, violations of a completely defiant proportion has separated us from our precious children. False allegations, parental alienation, collusion and confirmation bias cloud the waters along with a dangerous cocktail of non-objective observers.
I am in a constant state of panic with heart palpitations, nightmares, sleep paralysis and fear. I’ve been diagnosed with PTSD, Severe Anxiety, major depression and I suspect chronic trauma. Chronic trauma is said to be difficult to diagnose but upon researching, I have found it is highly likely that I suffer from that.
My children cry for us all the time and don’t understand what’s happening and why it’s out of our control, why mommy and daddy can’t do anything, and why we can’t rescue them.
I have reported claims more times and to more people than I care to count.
We can’t wipe their tears. Can’t hold them and tell them it’s gonna be ok. We can’t play games and go on family outings. We have missed all of their birthdays and about to miss my eldest child’s birthday a second time (July 16th) we will also be in our trial on her birthday. What a way to celebrate.
I have moments where the fear takes hold of me and my chest aches. Hyperventilating until I’m dizzy. Crying so hard that my face gets swollen. The pain and anguish is something unbearable. What’s worse though and hurts more is the pain and heartache we know our children are suffering.
The way I see this trial is we have two weeks until our family is destroyed. Two weeks to be able to have FaceTimes with our children and two weeks to enjoy their brilliance.
I am absolutely heartbroken. Our children were the loves of our lives before they were even conceived. We wanted them so badly. We wanted them so we could shower all the love we have on them. Have we made mistakes; yes, every parent makes mistakes. We are far from perfect.
If you were to ask my children what is one thing we tell them all the time, they would say, “That you love us.” They’ve said it so many times before.
Proof of Collusion in paragraph 4
I have read so many painful stories, heartbreaking losses and wrongful accusations.
In the effort to remain as transparent as possible. . . I need help. I need it because I’m on the cusp of losing myself. Losing my will, and losing my livelihood, my drive. There is nothing in this world I would not give up for my children. If I was told to leave everything behind, my house, my car, my belongings, even those of sentiment, I would if it meant we’d get our precious babies back.
Please. . . If there is anyone out there, save us. Help us protect our family. Help us protect other families but most of all, help us protect our children. I want to knock on their door and beg them for my children back. I know it would do nothing but. . . I’d try.
Forgive the ugly picture but this is what has happened to me. Before and after posted.
Moms and dads we side with you and we fight with you. All our love.
#fightercries
